am i born 2 live a sad life

assalamualaikum...

i feel so jealous with all my friends...

they look happy with their life...

but i...???

suck..!!

maybe that was hardship that Allah want 2 test me...

but how can i face it continuously...

i need someone 2 share this...

but i dont want 2 cause trouble 2 anyone...

especially my mum or my close friends...

they deserve their happy life...

why i should share my bullshit story...

not fair 2 them i think...

sometime i want 2 give up with my life...

maybe suicide...

but it will cause me bigger problem...

i dont know what else 2 do...

now...,,i just keep quiet in class...

just play with my hndphone...

just 2 show that i m busy with my "happy life"...

life is suck when u flow with d sadness...

but i dont hve other choice than just flow with it n pretending 2 be d happiest person in this universe...